Today the PPSPians 90/91 received their badges. When I watched them receiving their nametags, swearing in as PPSPians, a tinge of sadness came over me. My thoughts went back to last year. Last year, well.. it was terrible. I had too many failures.. BIP, PPSP.. her... I don't know why God put me through all these trouble but at least I've got some experience.
I was jealous at other people particular the LDP's & PPSP's for their success. I blamed them for all my failures .. but now I know it is me who controls my own destiny.
Well, thanks to all those buggers, idiots who taught me something and not forgetting... my friends.
Well, I've got to go.
Arrividerci.
Sebuah blog mengenai kisah kehidupan Pet Shop Boy di Jasin 89 - 90. Untuk simpanan, kenangan dan therapy. Kalau terasa, you know who you are.
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Saturday, May 24, 2014
140790
37 Days to Pretrial
Today I had my 1119 Exam. My god it was tough. I didn't know what to expect anyway so I hope I can get at least a C4. I didn't do my best, that is for sure.
The BWP elections were announced. A few surprises, but my choice won, though not all. They must be happy. As for me, I went to Jasin, got a new haircut, mended the pants, bought the mag and went shopping. It was a great trip. Took me one and a half hours only. Damn someone stole my pencil.
Tonight, I wrote to her. I'm now wondering .. has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Jeez, I'm feeling sleepy already. Time to zzz... Chow.
Today I had my 1119 Exam. My god it was tough. I didn't know what to expect anyway so I hope I can get at least a C4. I didn't do my best, that is for sure.
The BWP elections were announced. A few surprises, but my choice won, though not all. They must be happy. As for me, I went to Jasin, got a new haircut, mended the pants, bought the mag and went shopping. It was a great trip. Took me one and a half hours only. Damn someone stole my pencil.
Tonight, I wrote to her. I'm now wondering .. has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Jeez, I'm feeling sleepy already. Time to zzz... Chow.
Saturday, May 17, 2014
130790
Today I took the real Lisan BM test. I don't know but I think I did quite okay. Hope I'll pass. Tomorrow which is a few hours from now, I'll be facing my 1119 exam. The 'real' one. Plain great.
To tell the truth, I'm still thinking a lot about her .. don't know why but .. whatever it is, I like her very much. She can do almost anything to make me forget her ... sorry I still remember you. Sometimes, she gives me signals that she likes me but sometimes ... holi ravioli .. she makes me sick.
Sometimes I like her, sometimes I hate her .. especially her guts, but generally.. I LIKE HER. When her h/r teacher wanted to see me, I knew what she wanted to say. She advised me to study first and find girls later.. okay Mrs A.. you're right ... but I'm going to stick with her. Who knows I might even ...?
Oh well, that is too far in the future. But, God permit me, I'll give my best shot. To me, this is no 'puppy love'. It's something different.. I can feel it. I will keep calm and keep it within myself but someday it'll explode.
I'm trying to pull my guts to talk to her. If I do it, no harm done I suppose.
The BWP election fever is coming to it's climax. Tomorrow is teh voting day.. I don't know who will win but good luck to the candidates. I've been pestered to vote a few fellas already.
Well, I've got to go now .. I've got work to do.
Ciao.
To tell the truth, I'm still thinking a lot about her .. don't know why but .. whatever it is, I like her very much. She can do almost anything to make me forget her ... sorry I still remember you. Sometimes, she gives me signals that she likes me but sometimes ... holi ravioli .. she makes me sick.
Sometimes I like her, sometimes I hate her .. especially her guts, but generally.. I LIKE HER. When her h/r teacher wanted to see me, I knew what she wanted to say. She advised me to study first and find girls later.. okay Mrs A.. you're right ... but I'm going to stick with her. Who knows I might even ...?
Oh well, that is too far in the future. But, God permit me, I'll give my best shot. To me, this is no 'puppy love'. It's something different.. I can feel it. I will keep calm and keep it within myself but someday it'll explode.
I'm trying to pull my guts to talk to her. If I do it, no harm done I suppose.
The BWP election fever is coming to it's climax. Tomorrow is teh voting day.. I don't know who will win but good luck to the candidates. I've been pestered to vote a few fellas already.
Well, I've got to go now .. I've got work to do.
Ciao.
Sunday, May 11, 2014
12 July - 39 Days to go Pra Trial
Still no news .. today she took her Oral etst. And for the first time I talked a bit with N, Pailang. N says that she wants to be friends but then ... she says the main reason is I'm hyperactive. Incredible, isn't it?
Phoned Mum and managed to talk to her and Pak Ndak. I'm going back next week. I've got to see a few fellows anyway.
Tomorrow's my Oral and Insya-Allah I'll do well. Cikgu Ibrahim gave me a few pointers about it.
I've got one nagging question in my mind .. why in this whole wide world, I still like her? Actually, maybe I'll try to be friends with her. I've got to know her more. Kalau dia reject, that's her decision .. (still hope she accept me as friend)
Gee.. I'm getting sleepy so .. ok .. adios ...
Phoned Mum and managed to talk to her and Pak Ndak. I'm going back next week. I've got to see a few fellows anyway.
Tomorrow's my Oral and Insya-Allah I'll do well. Cikgu Ibrahim gave me a few pointers about it.
I've got one nagging question in my mind .. why in this whole wide world, I still like her? Actually, maybe I'll try to be friends with her. I've got to know her more. Kalau dia reject, that's her decision .. (still hope she accept me as friend)
Gee.. I'm getting sleepy so .. ok .. adios ...
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
11 July
My Lisan will be on the 13th. 10.30 am. I'm really relaxed. All you gotta do is talk. My 1119 is on Tue 14th. Talk about lucky breaks.
My trial 1119 - got C3, 69 one more point 70 A2.
Today I went to C. Anismah and my guess was right. She talked about her. She said S was uncomfortable ... thanks to me ... She advised me to concentrate on my SPM and be friends with her ... just friends, I don't think she'll even consider it..
Yeah, she's right. I'm now intensifying efforts to studying. I want TO SCORE. I WILL NOT WASTE TIME!!
oh yeah..that's all.
My trial 1119 - got C3, 69 one more point 70 A2.
Today I went to C. Anismah and my guess was right. She talked about her. She said S was uncomfortable ... thanks to me ... She advised me to concentrate on my SPM and be friends with her ... just friends, I don't think she'll even consider it..
Yeah, she's right. I'm now intensifying efforts to studying. I want TO SCORE. I WILL NOT WASTE TIME!!
oh yeah..that's all.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
10 July 1990
I chose to wrote in after such a long time today because.. a few things happened today.
Hari ni ada Fizik dan Kimia. Kedua2nya alright tapi I can improve some more.
Today after days of no letter, I've finally got one and it's from Eda. She apologized for replying my letter late. She even gave me a Gemini button badge as a birthday present. So sweet of her.
The funny thing is that I haven' heard from Lina for such a long time. I wonder what happened .. maybe she's busy. I don't know why but I'm missing her already.
Every time I listen to Monolog Untuk Rina, I think of her. Has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Bad news..I've got a funny feeling that something not good is going to happen tomorrow. Why? C. Anismah, my ex-Bio teacher wants to see me whenever I'm free and I'm planning to see her tomorrow. It's gotta be something connected to her. DAMN! She's really making me mad.
Control.. I think this happened after what I did during the Haji hols.
We'll see.
Gotta pen off. See you!
Hari ni ada Fizik dan Kimia. Kedua2nya alright tapi I can improve some more.
Today after days of no letter, I've finally got one and it's from Eda. She apologized for replying my letter late. She even gave me a Gemini button badge as a birthday present. So sweet of her.
The funny thing is that I haven' heard from Lina for such a long time. I wonder what happened .. maybe she's busy. I don't know why but I'm missing her already.
Every time I listen to Monolog Untuk Rina, I think of her. Has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Bad news..I've got a funny feeling that something not good is going to happen tomorrow. Why? C. Anismah, my ex-Bio teacher wants to see me whenever I'm free and I'm planning to see her tomorrow. It's gotta be something connected to her. DAMN! She's really making me mad.
Control.. I think this happened after what I did during the Haji hols.
We'll see.
Gotta pen off. See you!
Thursday, February 20, 2014
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