Today the PPSPians 90/91 received their badges. When I watched them receiving their nametags, swearing in as PPSPians, a tinge of sadness came over me. My thoughts went back to last year. Last year, well.. it was terrible. I had too many failures.. BIP, PPSP.. her... I don't know why God put me through all these trouble but at least I've got some experience.
I was jealous at other people particular the LDP's & PPSP's for their success. I blamed them for all my failures .. but now I know it is me who controls my own destiny.
Well, thanks to all those buggers, idiots who taught me something and not forgetting... my friends.
Well, I've got to go.
Arrividerci.
Sebuah blog mengenai kisah kehidupan Pet Shop Boy di Jasin 89 - 90. Untuk simpanan, kenangan dan therapy. Kalau terasa, you know who you are.
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Saturday, May 24, 2014
140790
37 Days to Pretrial
Today I had my 1119 Exam. My god it was tough. I didn't know what to expect anyway so I hope I can get at least a C4. I didn't do my best, that is for sure.
The BWP elections were announced. A few surprises, but my choice won, though not all. They must be happy. As for me, I went to Jasin, got a new haircut, mended the pants, bought the mag and went shopping. It was a great trip. Took me one and a half hours only. Damn someone stole my pencil.
Tonight, I wrote to her. I'm now wondering .. has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Jeez, I'm feeling sleepy already. Time to zzz... Chow.
Today I had my 1119 Exam. My god it was tough. I didn't know what to expect anyway so I hope I can get at least a C4. I didn't do my best, that is for sure.
The BWP elections were announced. A few surprises, but my choice won, though not all. They must be happy. As for me, I went to Jasin, got a new haircut, mended the pants, bought the mag and went shopping. It was a great trip. Took me one and a half hours only. Damn someone stole my pencil.
Tonight, I wrote to her. I'm now wondering .. has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Jeez, I'm feeling sleepy already. Time to zzz... Chow.
Saturday, May 17, 2014
130790
Today I took the real Lisan BM test. I don't know but I think I did quite okay. Hope I'll pass. Tomorrow which is a few hours from now, I'll be facing my 1119 exam. The 'real' one. Plain great.
To tell the truth, I'm still thinking a lot about her .. don't know why but .. whatever it is, I like her very much. She can do almost anything to make me forget her ... sorry I still remember you. Sometimes, she gives me signals that she likes me but sometimes ... holi ravioli .. she makes me sick.
Sometimes I like her, sometimes I hate her .. especially her guts, but generally.. I LIKE HER. When her h/r teacher wanted to see me, I knew what she wanted to say. She advised me to study first and find girls later.. okay Mrs A.. you're right ... but I'm going to stick with her. Who knows I might even ...?
Oh well, that is too far in the future. But, God permit me, I'll give my best shot. To me, this is no 'puppy love'. It's something different.. I can feel it. I will keep calm and keep it within myself but someday it'll explode.
I'm trying to pull my guts to talk to her. If I do it, no harm done I suppose.
The BWP election fever is coming to it's climax. Tomorrow is teh voting day.. I don't know who will win but good luck to the candidates. I've been pestered to vote a few fellas already.
Well, I've got to go now .. I've got work to do.
Ciao.
To tell the truth, I'm still thinking a lot about her .. don't know why but .. whatever it is, I like her very much. She can do almost anything to make me forget her ... sorry I still remember you. Sometimes, she gives me signals that she likes me but sometimes ... holi ravioli .. she makes me sick.
Sometimes I like her, sometimes I hate her .. especially her guts, but generally.. I LIKE HER. When her h/r teacher wanted to see me, I knew what she wanted to say. She advised me to study first and find girls later.. okay Mrs A.. you're right ... but I'm going to stick with her. Who knows I might even ...?
Oh well, that is too far in the future. But, God permit me, I'll give my best shot. To me, this is no 'puppy love'. It's something different.. I can feel it. I will keep calm and keep it within myself but someday it'll explode.
I'm trying to pull my guts to talk to her. If I do it, no harm done I suppose.
The BWP election fever is coming to it's climax. Tomorrow is teh voting day.. I don't know who will win but good luck to the candidates. I've been pestered to vote a few fellas already.
Well, I've got to go now .. I've got work to do.
Ciao.
Sunday, May 11, 2014
12 July - 39 Days to go Pra Trial
Still no news .. today she took her Oral etst. And for the first time I talked a bit with N, Pailang. N says that she wants to be friends but then ... she says the main reason is I'm hyperactive. Incredible, isn't it?
Phoned Mum and managed to talk to her and Pak Ndak. I'm going back next week. I've got to see a few fellows anyway.
Tomorrow's my Oral and Insya-Allah I'll do well. Cikgu Ibrahim gave me a few pointers about it.
I've got one nagging question in my mind .. why in this whole wide world, I still like her? Actually, maybe I'll try to be friends with her. I've got to know her more. Kalau dia reject, that's her decision .. (still hope she accept me as friend)
Gee.. I'm getting sleepy so .. ok .. adios ...
Phoned Mum and managed to talk to her and Pak Ndak. I'm going back next week. I've got to see a few fellows anyway.
Tomorrow's my Oral and Insya-Allah I'll do well. Cikgu Ibrahim gave me a few pointers about it.
I've got one nagging question in my mind .. why in this whole wide world, I still like her? Actually, maybe I'll try to be friends with her. I've got to know her more. Kalau dia reject, that's her decision .. (still hope she accept me as friend)
Gee.. I'm getting sleepy so .. ok .. adios ...
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