I'm back in my room. I'm coming back 4 my Muharram hols. I don't know just thought I needed to be away from the maktab for a few moments. Saw Jaja and a few other fellows on the journey home. A few casual words and I kept quiet. I don't know why at certain times I like to keep quiet to myself. the next thing I'll be really noisy. That's me.
zzzz
G'night.
Sebuah blog mengenai kisah kehidupan Pet Shop Boy di Jasin 89 - 90. Untuk simpanan, kenangan dan therapy. Kalau terasa, you know who you are.
Monday, November 24, 2014
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
190790
35 days to Pre-Trial? dah ready?
Selspres came out. I had Mod. Mod was tough.. let's say it rattled my brain. Selspress .. came out with a list of eligible fellows and as usual, it didn't include me. I'm dying to go to KB but ..since... I'm not an important fellow here, I can't go.. but someday, I'll be important!
My heart now feels so leonely .. she hasn't written in for weeks and I'm alone here.. S, .. nah.. I can't accept her though I still like her very much. I 'm waiting for someone .... but till when? Maybe I was destined to lead this kind of life but destiny can be changed, I know deep down there, there is one for me.
My studies? I think my performance, alhamdulillah has gone up a bit. I aim to do this till SPM. I'll strive for good results in quiz, tests etc. But the journey's still long.. I don't give a damn about it. I've got to d it.
This is all my hopes, confession. God give me strength to go through all of this.
Pet.. you're what you think .. think positive .. smile.
Sayonara.
PET
Selspres came out. I had Mod. Mod was tough.. let's say it rattled my brain. Selspress .. came out with a list of eligible fellows and as usual, it didn't include me. I'm dying to go to KB but ..since... I'm not an important fellow here, I can't go.. but someday, I'll be important!
My heart now feels so leonely .. she hasn't written in for weeks and I'm alone here.. S, .. nah.. I can't accept her though I still like her very much. I 'm waiting for someone .... but till when? Maybe I was destined to lead this kind of life but destiny can be changed, I know deep down there, there is one for me.
My studies? I think my performance, alhamdulillah has gone up a bit. I aim to do this till SPM. I'll strive for good results in quiz, tests etc. But the journey's still long.. I don't give a damn about it. I've got to d it.
This is all my hopes, confession. God give me strength to go through all of this.
Pet.. you're what you think .. think positive .. smile.
Sayonara.
PET
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Penyokong Pasukan Netball MRSM Jasin Tegar Tahun 1990
Pada tahun 1990, secara kebetulan den mula menyokong pasukan netball (bola jaring) MRSM Jasin. Ada beberapa kenalan den yang bermain seperti Eda, so den pun turun support. Maybe it was for fun, or just to be different. Yang pasti, I was the sole male consistent supporter :)
Jasin menang peringkat daerah mengalahkan Sek Tun Perak. It was a good match la .. overall, team Jasin memang better. Tapi, amoi shooter Tun Perak tu terrer woo .. rupanya dia main basketball juga ... patutlah her throwing motion macam baller.
Highlightnya, den ikut team pergi ke peringkat Melaka. Kat level tu, memang Jasin tidak dapat lawan sangat. Seingat den, we won one and lost two I think. Yang paling den ingat tentang trip tu ialah berkenalan dengan 2 adik freshie, Hiza dan Hazdiana.
Memang kena kutuk dengan bebudak ni. I think pernah sekali settle the store. For me, it was harmless, and nasib baik, Cikgu Mala supported me. I just didn't care and did my own thing. Am proud of what I did, coz one of those rare moments masa Jasin, aku berani kerana aku tahu aku benar.
Jasin menang peringkat daerah mengalahkan Sek Tun Perak. It was a good match la .. overall, team Jasin memang better. Tapi, amoi shooter Tun Perak tu terrer woo .. rupanya dia main basketball juga ... patutlah her throwing motion macam baller.
Highlightnya, den ikut team pergi ke peringkat Melaka. Kat level tu, memang Jasin tidak dapat lawan sangat. Seingat den, we won one and lost two I think. Yang paling den ingat tentang trip tu ialah berkenalan dengan 2 adik freshie, Hiza dan Hazdiana.
Memang kena kutuk dengan bebudak ni. I think pernah sekali settle the store. For me, it was harmless, and nasib baik, Cikgu Mala supported me. I just didn't care and did my own thing. Am proud of what I did, coz one of those rare moments masa Jasin, aku berani kerana aku tahu aku benar.
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| gambar sekadar hiasan. Kredit ratuonline.wordpress.com |
Friday, October 10, 2014
Prep Malam di Dewan Selera
Kalau prep malam kat Dewan Selera dulu memang pengalaman yang unik. Apa tidaknya, sebelum buat kerja atas meja, students termasuklah den sekali, pasti akan 'sapu' meja makan yang digunakan untuk study. Bukannya, apa.. meja tu memang melekit permukaan sebab baru di'mop' pada waktu petang. Guna kertas A4 yang direnyuk, selepas itu ha ... tenyeh meja makan port study for a few minutes.
Yang bestnya, bila tamat prep, boleh terus pekena minum malam yang disediakan. Biasanya teh tarik dan kuih. Layann...
gambar diatas kredit kepada ujie.com
Oh ye .. sekarang MRSM Jasin dipanggil MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba ... :)
Yang bestnya, bila tamat prep, boleh terus pekena minum malam yang disediakan. Biasanya teh tarik dan kuih. Layann...
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| gambar Dewan Selera sekarang |
Oh ye .. sekarang MRSM Jasin dipanggil MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba ... :)
Thursday, May 29, 2014
170990
Today the PPSPians 90/91 received their badges. When I watched them receiving their nametags, swearing in as PPSPians, a tinge of sadness came over me. My thoughts went back to last year. Last year, well.. it was terrible. I had too many failures.. BIP, PPSP.. her... I don't know why God put me through all these trouble but at least I've got some experience.
I was jealous at other people particular the LDP's & PPSP's for their success. I blamed them for all my failures .. but now I know it is me who controls my own destiny.
Well, thanks to all those buggers, idiots who taught me something and not forgetting... my friends.
Well, I've got to go.
Arrividerci.
I was jealous at other people particular the LDP's & PPSP's for their success. I blamed them for all my failures .. but now I know it is me who controls my own destiny.
Well, thanks to all those buggers, idiots who taught me something and not forgetting... my friends.
Well, I've got to go.
Arrividerci.
Saturday, May 24, 2014
140790
37 Days to Pretrial
Today I had my 1119 Exam. My god it was tough. I didn't know what to expect anyway so I hope I can get at least a C4. I didn't do my best, that is for sure.
The BWP elections were announced. A few surprises, but my choice won, though not all. They must be happy. As for me, I went to Jasin, got a new haircut, mended the pants, bought the mag and went shopping. It was a great trip. Took me one and a half hours only. Damn someone stole my pencil.
Tonight, I wrote to her. I'm now wondering .. has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Jeez, I'm feeling sleepy already. Time to zzz... Chow.
Today I had my 1119 Exam. My god it was tough. I didn't know what to expect anyway so I hope I can get at least a C4. I didn't do my best, that is for sure.
The BWP elections were announced. A few surprises, but my choice won, though not all. They must be happy. As for me, I went to Jasin, got a new haircut, mended the pants, bought the mag and went shopping. It was a great trip. Took me one and a half hours only. Damn someone stole my pencil.
Tonight, I wrote to her. I'm now wondering .. has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Jeez, I'm feeling sleepy already. Time to zzz... Chow.
Saturday, May 17, 2014
130790
Today I took the real Lisan BM test. I don't know but I think I did quite okay. Hope I'll pass. Tomorrow which is a few hours from now, I'll be facing my 1119 exam. The 'real' one. Plain great.
To tell the truth, I'm still thinking a lot about her .. don't know why but .. whatever it is, I like her very much. She can do almost anything to make me forget her ... sorry I still remember you. Sometimes, she gives me signals that she likes me but sometimes ... holi ravioli .. she makes me sick.
Sometimes I like her, sometimes I hate her .. especially her guts, but generally.. I LIKE HER. When her h/r teacher wanted to see me, I knew what she wanted to say. She advised me to study first and find girls later.. okay Mrs A.. you're right ... but I'm going to stick with her. Who knows I might even ...?
Oh well, that is too far in the future. But, God permit me, I'll give my best shot. To me, this is no 'puppy love'. It's something different.. I can feel it. I will keep calm and keep it within myself but someday it'll explode.
I'm trying to pull my guts to talk to her. If I do it, no harm done I suppose.
The BWP election fever is coming to it's climax. Tomorrow is teh voting day.. I don't know who will win but good luck to the candidates. I've been pestered to vote a few fellas already.
Well, I've got to go now .. I've got work to do.
Ciao.
To tell the truth, I'm still thinking a lot about her .. don't know why but .. whatever it is, I like her very much. She can do almost anything to make me forget her ... sorry I still remember you. Sometimes, she gives me signals that she likes me but sometimes ... holi ravioli .. she makes me sick.
Sometimes I like her, sometimes I hate her .. especially her guts, but generally.. I LIKE HER. When her h/r teacher wanted to see me, I knew what she wanted to say. She advised me to study first and find girls later.. okay Mrs A.. you're right ... but I'm going to stick with her. Who knows I might even ...?
Oh well, that is too far in the future. But, God permit me, I'll give my best shot. To me, this is no 'puppy love'. It's something different.. I can feel it. I will keep calm and keep it within myself but someday it'll explode.
I'm trying to pull my guts to talk to her. If I do it, no harm done I suppose.
The BWP election fever is coming to it's climax. Tomorrow is teh voting day.. I don't know who will win but good luck to the candidates. I've been pestered to vote a few fellas already.
Well, I've got to go now .. I've got work to do.
Ciao.
Sunday, May 11, 2014
12 July - 39 Days to go Pra Trial
Still no news .. today she took her Oral etst. And for the first time I talked a bit with N, Pailang. N says that she wants to be friends but then ... she says the main reason is I'm hyperactive. Incredible, isn't it?
Phoned Mum and managed to talk to her and Pak Ndak. I'm going back next week. I've got to see a few fellows anyway.
Tomorrow's my Oral and Insya-Allah I'll do well. Cikgu Ibrahim gave me a few pointers about it.
I've got one nagging question in my mind .. why in this whole wide world, I still like her? Actually, maybe I'll try to be friends with her. I've got to know her more. Kalau dia reject, that's her decision .. (still hope she accept me as friend)
Gee.. I'm getting sleepy so .. ok .. adios ...
Phoned Mum and managed to talk to her and Pak Ndak. I'm going back next week. I've got to see a few fellows anyway.
Tomorrow's my Oral and Insya-Allah I'll do well. Cikgu Ibrahim gave me a few pointers about it.
I've got one nagging question in my mind .. why in this whole wide world, I still like her? Actually, maybe I'll try to be friends with her. I've got to know her more. Kalau dia reject, that's her decision .. (still hope she accept me as friend)
Gee.. I'm getting sleepy so .. ok .. adios ...
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
11 July
My Lisan will be on the 13th. 10.30 am. I'm really relaxed. All you gotta do is talk. My 1119 is on Tue 14th. Talk about lucky breaks.
My trial 1119 - got C3, 69 one more point 70 A2.
Today I went to C. Anismah and my guess was right. She talked about her. She said S was uncomfortable ... thanks to me ... She advised me to concentrate on my SPM and be friends with her ... just friends, I don't think she'll even consider it..
Yeah, she's right. I'm now intensifying efforts to studying. I want TO SCORE. I WILL NOT WASTE TIME!!
oh yeah..that's all.
My trial 1119 - got C3, 69 one more point 70 A2.
Today I went to C. Anismah and my guess was right. She talked about her. She said S was uncomfortable ... thanks to me ... She advised me to concentrate on my SPM and be friends with her ... just friends, I don't think she'll even consider it..
Yeah, she's right. I'm now intensifying efforts to studying. I want TO SCORE. I WILL NOT WASTE TIME!!
oh yeah..that's all.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
10 July 1990
I chose to wrote in after such a long time today because.. a few things happened today.
Hari ni ada Fizik dan Kimia. Kedua2nya alright tapi I can improve some more.
Today after days of no letter, I've finally got one and it's from Eda. She apologized for replying my letter late. She even gave me a Gemini button badge as a birthday present. So sweet of her.
The funny thing is that I haven' heard from Lina for such a long time. I wonder what happened .. maybe she's busy. I don't know why but I'm missing her already.
Every time I listen to Monolog Untuk Rina, I think of her. Has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Bad news..I've got a funny feeling that something not good is going to happen tomorrow. Why? C. Anismah, my ex-Bio teacher wants to see me whenever I'm free and I'm planning to see her tomorrow. It's gotta be something connected to her. DAMN! She's really making me mad.
Control.. I think this happened after what I did during the Haji hols.
We'll see.
Gotta pen off. See you!
Hari ni ada Fizik dan Kimia. Kedua2nya alright tapi I can improve some more.
Today after days of no letter, I've finally got one and it's from Eda. She apologized for replying my letter late. She even gave me a Gemini button badge as a birthday present. So sweet of her.
The funny thing is that I haven' heard from Lina for such a long time. I wonder what happened .. maybe she's busy. I don't know why but I'm missing her already.
Every time I listen to Monolog Untuk Rina, I think of her. Has she forgotten me? I hope not.
Bad news..I've got a funny feeling that something not good is going to happen tomorrow. Why? C. Anismah, my ex-Bio teacher wants to see me whenever I'm free and I'm planning to see her tomorrow. It's gotta be something connected to her. DAMN! She's really making me mad.
Control.. I think this happened after what I did during the Haji hols.
We'll see.
Gotta pen off. See you!
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
27 June 90
- byk perkara yang berlaku the last few days ni..
pd 23 & 24, wa ada di MRSM Muar jadi supporter debate.
Alhamdulillah, kita org menang -BM & BI, BM sengit .. bertuah kita menang.
Masa kat sana, Din ada. Dia & geng dia tunjuk jugak MRSM Muar.
MRSM Muar tu.. heavy habis. Syukur wa dapat Jasin.
Skrg ni, Dedek gua cuba dekat .. wa nak test betul ke dia syok kat wa. Kalau betul .. I'll see first.
England is in the q-finals meeting Cameroon. The World Cup is going to be one hell of a tournament.
Esok, gua glamer, tengoklah.
That's all 4 now.
PET!
pd 23 & 24, wa ada di MRSM Muar jadi supporter debate.
Alhamdulillah, kita org menang -BM & BI, BM sengit .. bertuah kita menang.
Masa kat sana, Din ada. Dia & geng dia tunjuk jugak MRSM Muar.
MRSM Muar tu.. heavy habis. Syukur wa dapat Jasin.
Skrg ni, Dedek gua cuba dekat .. wa nak test betul ke dia syok kat wa. Kalau betul .. I'll see first.
England is in the q-finals meeting Cameroon. The World Cup is going to be one hell of a tournament.
Esok, gua glamer, tengoklah.
That's all 4 now.
PET!
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
20 June
Today I'm 17. Sweet 17.
Pailang & Y. Unista give b'day. Thanks girls.
Happy gua.
Hari dia macam tengok gua semacam.
I don't know...but I don't care.
Gua dah FED UP! dengan dia.
Pailang & Y. Unista give b'day. Thanks girls.
Happy gua.
Hari dia macam tengok gua semacam.
I don't know...but I don't care.
Gua dah FED UP! dengan dia.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
190690
Hari ini homework berlambak. Macam biasa sebenarnya.
Kalau everyday sampai trial macam ni .. mampus den.
Birthday gua esok. Nak celebrate dengan Changgang.
Gambar dia gua dah kasi balik kat dia
free of charge.. gua dah boring forever boring
dengan dia. Chin Peng suruh lupa je "Tak guna kau ingat dia Pet!"
Betul. Lagipun dah ada Lina ( alhamdulillah, InsyaAllah ).
Kad Mama kirim dah dapat. Simple tapi boleh la.
Oklah, gua chow. Pet is going to be a new man.
Kalau everyday sampai trial macam ni .. mampus den.
Birthday gua esok. Nak celebrate dengan Changgang.
Gambar dia gua dah kasi balik kat dia
free of charge.. gua dah boring forever boring
dengan dia. Chin Peng suruh lupa je "Tak guna kau ingat dia Pet!"
Betul. Lagipun dah ada Lina ( alhamdulillah, InsyaAllah ).
Kad Mama kirim dah dapat. Simple tapi boleh la.
Oklah, gua chow. Pet is going to be a new man.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
17 June 1990
Nothing much happened. Inspection kena denda 50 sen. Cilakos betul. Petang ZZZZ. Mlm ni dapat buat Add. Hmm okay le.
I've got her pictures up the wall. Perasan je!
I've got her pictures up the wall. Perasan je!
Friday, January 17, 2014
16 June 1990
... nothing really happened. Pagi ada trial 1119. Gua macam biasak.. confident semacam.
Monday, January 13, 2014
15 June 1990 - Wei Don't Forget My Number Ye ...
Malam ini phone mum. Jeez..dia balik kampung lagi sekali sama Novie dan Alia. Papa lak dah chow ke Penang. Sukan U.
Besok 1119 Trial. Pailang ucap good luck. Dia suruh kirim salam kat budak tu. Budak tu ya-Allah happy habis.
Besok 1119 Trial. Pailang ucap good luck. Dia suruh kirim salam kat budak tu. Budak tu ya-Allah happy habis.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
13 June 1990
Shit..someone stole my pen that I just bought today. I got a letter from Eda yesterday. Dia kata dia sibuk kat sana. Alamak..wa minta maaf sama dia. Hari ini nothing much happened.
Friday, January 3, 2014
10 June 1990
0511
The World Cup has started and what a start. Argentina were defeated by Cameroon. The world is round. Score : 1-0. I am not an ardent fan of any particular country though I like England. I picked West Germany to win this time. Well, not to worry, I don't always have good luck anyway.
Saturday -> Today, I woke up late. Spent the whole day sleeping. Mom and Dad bringing Julia and Novie along, came. I went with Novie to see the hit movie 'Fenomena'. For me it is the best Malay movie I've seen. The plot was nice and the storyline was great. Isabella would be my dream girl.
In the movie, Azlan reminds me of myself. A fellow who feels his self worth is nothing. If the tape is available, I'll think of buying it.
Actually, it's morning and guess I'll stay up. It's already five and I've got a few things to do.
2027
Now I'm back here, currently in prep. Mom and Dad told me to concentrate on my studies. I promise I won't let them down. Lina gave me a card, she says that she'll send me her photo. I'll be waiting for it. The World Cup is now on. Everyone's talking about current matches, results and who will win. Like I said, Germany will win this time.
ISABELLA, KAULAH GADIS MISTERIKU, KAULAH FENOMENA
The World Cup has started and what a start. Argentina were defeated by Cameroon. The world is round. Score : 1-0. I am not an ardent fan of any particular country though I like England. I picked West Germany to win this time. Well, not to worry, I don't always have good luck anyway.
Saturday -> Today, I woke up late. Spent the whole day sleeping. Mom and Dad bringing Julia and Novie along, came. I went with Novie to see the hit movie 'Fenomena'. For me it is the best Malay movie I've seen. The plot was nice and the storyline was great. Isabella would be my dream girl.
In the movie, Azlan reminds me of myself. A fellow who feels his self worth is nothing. If the tape is available, I'll think of buying it.
Actually, it's morning and guess I'll stay up. It's already five and I've got a few things to do.
2027
Now I'm back here, currently in prep. Mom and Dad told me to concentrate on my studies. I promise I won't let them down. Lina gave me a card, she says that she'll send me her photo. I'll be waiting for it. The World Cup is now on. Everyone's talking about current matches, results and who will win. Like I said, Germany will win this time.
ISABELLA, KAULAH GADIS MISTERIKU, KAULAH FENOMENA
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